Reflections in Autumn
The world is new washed, The leaves slowly turning
to crimson and gold . . .
at summer’s adjourning.
Clouds pass on along, the breeze, gusty, blowing
caresses my face . . . .
in boisterous flowing.
The hedgehogs find slumber, the squirrels their nest
The dark brown cold earth
Speaks of nature at rest.
Still frost on the meadow replaces the sound
Of insect and songbird
As autumn comes round.
My God, what is this? Full glorious beauty
inhabits this world . . .
E’en in its death-duty.
The march of the seasons, in stately progress
In song, sight, and silence
Your bounties profess.
And I too, my Lord, am made for Your glory
a child of your heart . . .
O give me my story.
Please, where do I fit? Is my life-quickened clay
Just made to ‘exist’ . . .
To survive for a day?
My God, breathe on me. With life, give me wisdom
To live, yes, but more . . .
To flourish and then some.
Life seems so erratic, the present is boggy
The past harsh and done . . .
The future all foggy.
As mist, drifting, caught, in the dark stream of time
As rain-carried dust . . .
Am I still on your mind?
Oh God, help me learn, not my purpose merely
but fullness of joy –
to trust You sincerely.
To dance in Your presence, carefree and cared-for
Protected, secure . . .
In your love evermore.
To see in the seasons of soul as of earth
The hand of my Lord . . .
King of sorrow and mirth.
To hear in the ebb and the flow of my years
The voice of my Lord . . .
Speaking peace to my fears.
To find in the innermost realms of my heart
My Savior enthroned . . .
Nevermore to depart.
Discovering then when my years reach their end
At eternity’s doorway
My Maker and Friend.
– Mary Seeley Stockler
This is beautiful!! It really is a wonderful poem! Thanks for posting it!